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i'm tired of not having a single out so here's a goddamn single. it's about the first time i ever blacked out drinking and also some other stuff. i hope the sazerac company doesn't sue me for this artwork but if they do i guess i can countersue for them making me puke and fall asleep cradling a trash can. whatever.
there'll be a music video for this soon, and then, a little after that, there'll be an album. don't wanna give too much away, but, there you go.
lyrics
fireball in a coffee cup
it’s april 2015 and i’m throwing up
i black out on the bathroom floor
while you and all of our friends
are on the other side of the door
the other side of the door
i wake up in a different place
with drake on the stereo
dust on the emergency brake
i split right at the seams
while you and all of our friends
are on the other side of a dream
the other side of a dream
but sleep will never come
too many nights
i stay up late and spill my guts
nothing changes
then it’s ten and i’m waking up
three-quarters dead and thinking
“how can i get through the day
so i can go home and get drunk?”
i can feel it sinking in
how all this drinking starts to draw me thin
but what’s one drunken night?
or one more hungover day?
i can push myself to the light
i will push myself to the light
i will try to make some sense
i owe it to my parents and my friends
i will earn the present tense
i know that i can take control again
i will try to make some sense
i need to be better, i owe it to my friends
i will take control again
i will, i will, i will, i swear it
but sleep will never come if i don’t let it
and even though i know this all might sound pathetic
i don’t want to have to change
but i know i can’t survive if i stay the same
credits
released September 25, 2019
produced by connor mccampbell of tc superstar
mixed and mastered by connor, also
i played all guitars and keys and programmed the fake drums
connor played bass and (i think) some real drums also
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